Okay Then.....

      Well I just had one of those moments....you know , the ones where you know for absolutely positive that you missed out on something.....and that if you were there you would have??????????????????. Jesus, those are the really tough ones to get through!! Those are what my heart is missing....that is what I ache for.....and if you fucking think that 9 years till retirement is a fucking joke to me. Well than you don't know me. You work till you die!!!! I'll be gone!! Maybe even have some family memories of my own, you know!!?? Still need to work out my blogging technique....